learning to let things go.
i didnt know it will affect me so much.
i tot it will just be another moody day with just some tears.
but i didnt know why did i packed my things and rushed out of class when i saw ur msg.
i guess that particular msg really hurts.
hurts more than you can think
i didnt cry so much before.
not for someone.
really crying all the way.
im lucky to have wonderful friends with me.
classmates giving me a hug when i needed most at that point of time.
of cus including sem 1 classmates like sabb xuhan ewe!
off to esplanade.
back to the place where we went when its our 2 years.
i realised i was wearing the same shirt.
the only different thing was just you were not dere.
you were not there to give me a hugg that i needed most.
you were not there when i need ur shoulder.
off to meet james.
thanks boy, you make me laugh after all the tearing session i had.
and of cus thanks for the meal!
im glad i had wonderful frenes ard me (:
thank you classmates, sabb, xuhan, ewe, izwan, perng, hui jie, kai ren, chuf, james and emily!
if it really that case, then the only thing was to let you go.
maybe its a good thing afterall(:
and i really should stop letting you affect my life.
not gona skip school anymore.

not in the mood for school today.
and yea, i got the ans that i wanted to know so badly.
even if it sucks, but i know where i can go from dere issit?
and pls stop asking me to choose other ppl.
it sucks totally.
stop pushing me to others when you dun wan it anymore.
seriously, if i ever wanted to have another relationship, its my own decision.
hearing it the secone time still hurts but you know, i will still be the same.
just stop thinking it.
please stop, meiyu.

I REALLY HATE GOING TO SCHOOL.
I REALLY HATE ACCOUNTINGS.
I REALLY HATE YOU.
school with izwan and boy, thats the only thing that make me smile on a monday morning!
i still feel so comfortable with you!
i knew you will always be dere for me no matter what happens
thank you bro(:
damn moody.
starting of a week and im having that fucking accounting and accounting ut after school.
toilet with lyn vian and ching cheer me up though.
4 peeps squeezing inside the damn small cubicle!
you dun wanna to know what we do in dere.LOL!
we are the foursome! (:
SUNDAY
spending wonderful weekend with clique~
i think we really can stay till we grow old man!
many many plans for nov and dec alr!
wonderful cakes bought by raymond ad wei jian.
THANKS BUDDIES, i will buy back the similar cake for all ur bdae! :DD
SAT
match in the morning!
damn suay like shyt.
running halfway,
wanting to vomit, contact lens giving me problems, and having flu.
fuck, really cannot breathe man!
off to meet perng and kevinn for some accounting lesson!
thank you boys!
kevinn finish my choco, watch out!
but thanks for the donut!!
slacking ard jp, thanks for waiting with me(:
homed with izwan after that! :D
i got this feeling.
i really does.
i want to know the answer badly.
i waited with hope all these months.
somehow, i knew the ans will be the one that i doesnt want to hear.
imy.

sisters meet up plus ying ying bdae celebration! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES HONG KEE!
was marked partial cus i went off for his bdae surprise thing!
meet up with des and izwan and walked ard cwp.
finally we saw bdae boy and yue hua!
off to seoul garden and flood ourselves with lots of food!
nurul and her guy came to join us after that.
received bdae cake from next table! thank you stranger!
finally, eft the four of us, des me james and yue hua!
after deciding to stop eating all the food, went to arcade and had a crazy time over there!
hahaa!train home and listening to songs.
thanks for sending and letting my hands feel so free(:
hope ur mummy get well soon!
off to jss with you.
its like ages since we last went tger.
sitting on the same old bus, same old upper deck.
i guess the only difference was that our relationships are different.
listening to songs again.
life still go on even if you think the world had stop moving without him.
everything remains almost the same, like seriously.
it seems better this way.
no quarrel no anyhting.
just purely good frenes.
meeting up once in a while and had small catch up.
even though you wish for it to happen, but if life is better without it, den stop all the thinkings and move on(:
i forgot i heard from who! but it sounds logical right?
you seems happier now, more carefree than before.
maybe this is the freedom that everyone yearns so much when they are in a relationship.
whats more, yours is a 2 years plus.
time flies issit?
its like im single for almost 4 mths.
takkaire everyone and more single months to go! (:

went back to jss for induction.
walked ard the school a few times with james, talking abt alot of stuff.
and i missed every part of jss.
slpt on the bench, and halfway, i was stupid enough to fell down-.-
ann perng and bryant rushed over and helped me up.
couldnt even stand properly and they carried me to the bench instead.
my eyes feel swollen and i tot a bug bite me or smth.
went to medic and realised both were slping.
james found pre heat cream thing and rubbed it for me.
it helps! and after that all of us were like laughing over it.
hope more 25th come back for the next camp yo!
idiot! and finally, im convince that it was a buise and not a bug bite!like wth!
off to mac at 6am!
i even missed having breakfast dere!
off to pulse studio and the moment i step in,
memories rushed thru my mind.
and i rmb slping dere during our camp!
wonderful memories were all i can said.
singing songs! and i think all of us shld go kbox one day!
sang love me, and i couldnt even control the tears that were flowing out.
im so sorry, but that song holds so much meaning to me.
stand by bunk and as usual scolding and crying filled the rooms.
off to jp for ban mian and homed.
i got this strong instinct why we still stay this way.
i think you found her, good for you.
forget it.
i think i can totally get you off from my mind now.